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[Apr. 3rd, 2005|10:53 pm]
gawf phunk
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I was watching TV and the next moment, out of nowhere, tears swell up in my eyes and thoughts of my death start racing through my head. I remember not too long ago, waking up and feeling terrible b/c I had vivid dreams of my death. I hate it, I don't want to know anything about anything. I always thought that people were suppose to be inspired by death to make the most of their life. Apparently nothing fazes me. Not the fact that I might need another operation or that I get in so many car accidents that my next one could be fatal. I'm tired of people telling me shit all the time like I don't know what I'm talking about. Nevermind....I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
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