||[Aug. 10th, 2004|02:00 am]
Ok, so I really want to cry a lot. I hate him, he makes me feel the same way nicholas does. no fucking explaination. $1000 and emotional crap and all he has to say is, 'I don't have anything to say'. What the crap!!! Am I not worth the fucking explaination, not even a damn phone call, all this over the freakin' IM. !!!!!